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Amethus13
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Name: Amy
Location: Illinois
Birthday: 2/13/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: My Wish List ( for those who want to know)
The Best of Mandy Moore CD
LeAnn Rimes What a Wonderful World Chrirstmas CD
Snow White Soundtrack
Sleeping Beauty Soundtrack
Now and Than DVD
Pollyanna Special Edition DVD
My Girl 2 DVD
Britney Spears Greatest Hit CD
Mary Poppins 40th Anniversary DVD
Oliver & Company
Chicken Soup for the Soul
Girl's Soul
Teenager Soul Love & Friendship
Cartoon's for Teacher Soul
Christian Teenager Soul
Any thing Disney will do or anything else you want to get, but I am not expecting anything from anyone, rather not recieve anything from anyone, you
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/24/2004
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| SO I got yelled at yesterday for never updating my xanga or myspace. So
here I am updating. I went to Great America yesterday, had a great
time. Probably spent more money than I should have. School is great. I
love my kids for the most part. There is always a kid you would rather
not have. I was happy to get to go to Fright Fest this year but I think
it has been better in the past. Maybe it has to do with the rain. For
once I wasn't cold all day and I stayed dry, so I was happy. I brought
a new phone, its cool as hell. As least I think so. Plans for this week
and so frouth, I will carve my pumpkin that I got at the pumpkin patch
a couple weeks ago. I will go to the doctors. Also I will be going to
ISU next weekend. Excited about that, hell ya. I will probably be
handing out Halloween candy to all the kiddies in my neighborhood. I
might go to the movies on of these days, so if anyone wants to see
anything let me know. Maybe we can go. Alright that about it, here in
my life.
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| I feel the need to update since I haven't updated in a really long
time. Well lots of new things happening over here. Like I finally got a
full time job YAY!!! In the education field. I am working at the same
school I worked at last year. I am doing mostly the same thing I did
last year but I am full time and I get to work with kindergarten all
day long. They are wonderful kids I love them to death already, and we
have only been in school for 11 days. I stopped working at Costco cause
I couldn't handle the drive from school to costco to home. I was
leaving my house at 8 am and not getting home til 10 or 1030. Than I
was working 8 hours on the weekend. No matter how much I want to move
out I just couldn't do it. I was unable to do the things I needed to be
doing. Which now I am working on doing and getting to see friends that
I haven't been able to see in a really long time. For example I was
able to go to ISU the other day and I got to hang out with Ellen,
Kevin, Kate and I got to see Jon. The last time I saw him was last
Christmas break so it was really good to see him. We went out and all
drank it was a wonderful time. I love going down there. Hopefully this
year I can spend more time there than I have in the past. I do want to
go out one of these weekends to a club. I have been dying to do that
all summer but since I would work nights it really didn't work out that
well. I am hoping to be able to get together with some really old
friends, like friends from high school and friends that I haven't seen
in a long time. I need to call Jennifer one of these days and find out
what is going on with her. For those who read this give me a call
someday and we can do dinner or maybe get together on the weekend. I
would like to go see Brad but I am not sure I will be able to do that
considering it cost so much money to fly to South Carolina and I really
don't have that much money to spend on a weekend. But I am not sure
yet, we will figure something out. He is coming home for Thanksgiving,
so I am excited about that. This will be the first Thanksgiving I won't
have to work on Black Friday, I am kinda excited about that. I might
even go shopping that day, or maybe we will go to the bar since Brad
will be 21 at the time. And I will owe him a night out. YAY!!! Well
that is about it, I am going to go shower and go out shopping cause I
can. YES
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| Sometimes I wonder why I even bother, if it really isn't good enough
and no one even notices. And I am made to feel bad when I try, so why
do I even bother???? Any thoughts???
Put I did get this really cool skirt today.  I guess that is a plus for hanging out in Orland for like hours.
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| This has been the summer of change, I believe. So many things have
happened this summer that are still happening. I took my first friends
only vacation, I guess that kinda makes me a grown up. I quit my job at
McDonald's after working there for eight years it was kinda hard to do.
I was attached to that place I know it is hard for people to
understand. But it was apart of my life for so long. Brad left for the
Navy this summer and that has been one of the biggest chanages in my
life. I miss him tons and wish he was home but I know this is good for
him. Plus it is what he wants so I am happy for him. I still haven't
found a job working in a school but I am not worried about that does
that mean I don't want to teach anymore. I don't know cause I haven't
really been trying to find a job. So I am not sure about what to do in
August.
These are things that go through my head almost every day. This summer
has changed the way I think and the people I hang out with and the
things I do. My relationships this summer have also change. I sometimes
feel like I am a bad friend, that I don't try enough that I should do
more. But I wish there was more time in the day cause I always feel
like I am running out of time and I am so tired all the time. I have
been trying to get at least 8 if not more hours of sleep a night cause
if I get any less I can't function, which is completely weird for me
cause I usually am fine with less than 8 hours. I wish my life wasn't
so full but I do try to keep it that way, cause I feel like I have to.
I don't want a bunch of down time in my life to reflect on the things
that I wish I had but don't or to reflect on the things I have, or the
things I need. Cause that usually ends up with me being upset, or
depressed or whatever.
I have done so many fun things this summer, it has been competely
fullfilling and rewarding. I have gone or going to a great number of
concerts. I saw my little brother graduate from boot camp. It fullied
me with great happiness and joy to see him graduate, I still get tears
in my eyes to think about
it.
He is turning out to be a wonderful man but he will always still be my
little brother. He makes me so proud and always will.
Sadly to say my grandma has past away this summer, part of changes that
have to happen. She was sick, she had cancer but she is where she needs
to be now, in Heaven with my grandpa. This week I fly to New York to
spread her ashes in the rose garden to be with mym grandpa. I know it
will be hard for me to do, part of things changing in my life. Whenever
I have to do something hard Brad has always been there right next to
me, each of us helping each other through whatever we were going
through. I know my family will be there but there is just something
about having Brad there. sigh.
After spending a wonderful but long time in Miami I think it is time
for me to finally get some decent and a good amount of sleep.
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| So Friday was Brad's Boot Camp Graduation. It was really nice but it
was hard letting him go again. He is now in Goose Creek S.C. He is
enjoying it down there. He got weekend liberty so he went out a brought
a brand new phone and put his new phone in his name. Which is good
cause now we can talk to him. Which makes him leaving again so much
easier. Sadly he doesn't have T-Mobile anymore but he can still talk to
me free and I can text him cause he has unlimited texts. Which is
totally awesome. My new job at CostCo kicks butt. I am really enjoying
it even though at times it feels like I have to get up super early to
get ready to go into work but it is okay. Saturday I am going to see
Kelly Clarkson, so I am excited about that.
On the sad side of things, my parents leave tomorrow for Texas again.
We believe that my Grandma is going to be passing away soon. For those
who don't know she has cancer and her memory is failing. We believe the
cancer is going to kill her, but my aunt called yesterday and said that
she isn't eating and they are worried if they put food in her mouth
that she will choke on it. And since she is in hospice care, I don't
think they are feeding her through a tube or anything. And her
breathing is slow and shallow. It is kinda sad her at the house, with
my Grandma and seeing Brad but not getting to see him for longer. We
all miss him but knowing I am able to talk to him more is good. I
figured I would update here for those who want to know what is
going on in my life but don't want to bother to call. I hope everyone
else is doing good.
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